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19th January, 2004. 8:21 am. BITCHOLOGY

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs,
they call me a bitch.

When I stand up for those I love,
they call me a bitch.

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do my own things,
they call me a bitch

Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart,
It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.

When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.

The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid,or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.

I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!

So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.

Current mood: rejuvenated.

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1st December, 2003. 9:55 pm. Praise The NEON Gods!!!!

Great news everyone...My neon is back to her normal self again! I knew she could do it...Bitch is running like a scalded dog now! In honor of this joyous occasion, I found some lyrics to go along with my neons courageous endeveour...

So flickle the tickle let's see your seat belt fastened
Trunk rattlin' like two midgets in the back seat wrasling
Speakerbox vibrate the tank,
Make it sound like aluminum cans in the back
But I know y'all wanted the 808
Can you feel that B-A-S-S, bass

I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone for your thoughts and prayers during this very difficult time.

Current mood: jubilant.

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7th November, 2003. 8:13 am. Alrighty Then...

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Current mood: amused.

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14th October, 2003. 9:48 pm. Nada...

I maintain that no one should ever have to work on their birthday, but whatever's fine. It was a good day overall. I got a thousand text messages from everyone...Thank You! Tomorrow night I will be going out to dinner with my parental units, my brother, and my new man...LOL! I'm a big fan of bringing new guys to birthday dinners, especially when its the first time they're gonna meet my parents. At least, there's food right...I mean if I'm gonna torcher them like that I should at least feed them too. Anyway, I'm actually kinda excited about it. I think they will really like him. He's a great guy, almost to great. Like I know there has to be a flaw somewhere, cause he's just to damn perfect. And I keep telling myself not to look for something...but it's just one of those things, you know its there you just can't see it yet. Yet is the key word there, who knows maybe he is just perfect...Let's hope for that one.
On a sadder note, a good friend of mine has lost his father. And as much as I would love to be there for him and talk to him about it, I feel as though he & I don't really have that type of relationship. Now I know I just said he was a good friend of mine, and I truly do consider him a friend... it's just that the two of us have never actually had a serious conversation about anything meaningful. So I think I'm just gonna sit back on this one, and let his real friends help him out. Mel & I are going to go the viewing on Thursday, and hopefully he will realize that I really do care and that if he needs me I'm certainly there for him.
I guess thats about all I have to report on right now...Till next time all~

Current mood: optimistic.

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5th October, 2003. 7:32 pm. It's gonna get ugly!

Wow, so last evening was a trip. One that I would like to just put behind me for a bunch of reasons. I don't even really know where to start, I guess I will go in chronological order since that just makes sense.
We will start with Friday night where I met this really great guy at Epoch. His name is Mike and he works at MBNA, which from what I hear & can tell, he has a pretty good job. Which is good for me since apparently I'm very high maintenance (LOL). This is what I've been told at least. Anyway, I exchange numbers with Mike and drive Lori's drunk ass home, in her super phat ride (might I add).
On to Saturday now. I wanted to go to Phat Daddy's and the plan was for Jimmy to attend also. Mel at one point was very against Phat Daddy's but then all of the sudden was hell bent on going there...whatevers fine. Mike also wants to attend the evening, as well as Julie & Dee. Now normally I would say the more the merrier, however it is a NO-CAN-DO to have Jimmy and Mike in the same place at the same time. Therefore one of them had to go. Since I was planning on giving Jimmy the boot anyway, he was the unfortunate victim. It actually went better then I expected, I'm sure some feelings where hurt but overall I think it will be alright.
Mike meets us at Phat Daddy's which was a great time. I miss Mel so much, and I didn't realize just how much till we actually went out. I'm sure we traumatized Mike, being that we scare the shit out of every guy we ever hang out with , it was no different last night. But whatever's fine, he & I are going to dinner on Tuesday and I am very much looking forward to it. At least he's not a huge dork, at least not that I can tell. Wish me luck! :)

Current mood: hopeful.

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29th September, 2003. 10:17 pm. Happy Birthday...

On my grandmom's 72nd Birthday...

Although I'm missing you
I'll find a way to get through
Living without you
Cause you were my sister, my strength, and my pride
Only God may know why, still I will get by

I would've known, that you had to go
But so suddenly, so bad
How could it be, not a straight memory worthy of
All that we had made
Now that you're gone, every day I go on
But life's just not the same
I'm so empty inside, and my tears I can't hide
But I'll try, I'll try to face the pain

Oh, there was so many things
That we could have shared
If time was on our side
Now that you're gone, I can still feel you near
So I'll smile, with every tear I cry

How sweet, were the losses to spare?
But I'll wait for the day
When I'll see you again, see you again

Although I'm missing you
I'll find a way to get through
Living without you
Cause you were my sister, my strength, and my pride
Only God may know why, still I will get by

I'm missing you & cherishing all of our times...

All My Love Always & Forever,

Current mood: Remembering.

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6th September, 2003. 8:00 pm. Interesting Wednesday...

I'm going to take this time to write about Wednesday night, because that appears to be the only excitement that went on this week. Although tonight is not even close to being over yet so who knows.
Anyway, Wednesday Lori & I went to Wild Horse Saloon (formally Phat Daddy's). Why, you ask, did we go here on a Wednesday night? Well because it was Karaoke night and the infamous Scott & Jimmy were there drinking. So we show up to have a few drinks with them, ended up having a blast. Starting with out with Strip Poker on the Mega Touch Machine and ending with us hearing the story about Jimmy losing his virginity to a stripper. Now as interesting as that may be...what's even better is his ability to make girls "bleed". His words not mine. Now I was very into this conversation if only because, well you know me, I'm nosy like that. But also because apparently the stripper is one of the bleeders. Now I'm not quite understanding this , and I feel as if I might be missing out on something here. Whatevers fine...theres plenty of time for that later. Lori & I somehow got roped into a strip poker game scheduled for this Wednesday. That's gonna get real exciting I'm sure. Me, lori, Scott & Jimmy...OH JESUS! All I have to say is, it's on...no holds barred, if were gonna play strip poker let's go. I don't want anyone chickening out. I'm feeling pretty confident about the game, cause I have been practicing at work this week, oh and also cause I'm wearing a snow suit. Updates on that evening to follow. Tomorrow is my day off, and its football. I can't wait, me and daddy are going to spend the whole day watching football. Oh and Tennis tomorrow night for the U.S Open finals. Life is good! Till next time all...

Current mood: amused.

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2nd September, 2003. 7:27 pm. Re-Cap

Well I had a very productive weekend to say the least. Having two days off in a row was wonderful. Friday night I went to Wes-a-palooza. Good times were had: Ultimate Uno, Febreezing Ian, Magna Doodle, etc. You know the usual party entertainment. Saturday I worked, then went to The Cave with Kristin. That was an interesting time, being that she has never been there before. Once I talked her into it and we actually got there she had a blast. She's now planning out next trip, and I'm just excited that she wants to go back. Sunday evening consisted of bowling with the gay men. Although Melissa is "diesel" at bowling, I was quite proud with my scores of 67 & 83. We also a movie afterward. "My Boss's Daughter" with the ever so hot Ashton Kutcher. Very funny and highly entertaining. Monday I had off so I just layed around the house and did some laundry. I went to the Iron Birds game with the girls at around 7:00. Then it rained and we got soaking wet. Now I feel as if I am getting sick. It's really what I get for being a "die-hard Iron Birds Fan"! LOL! Today I worked, I must say things are getting much better at this new job, and I don't actually dread going there anymore. Well I do dread the drive up, but I guess you gotta take one for the team sometimes. Nothing really exciting is going on right now. So I will stop writing and get back to you when something important happens. Be prepared that could be years. Lata!

Current mood: blah.

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24th August, 2003. 8:10 pm.

Well it’s been a while since I’ve updated here. I am seriously lacking in the time department. My drive to and from work everyday blows, and by the time I get home I really just wanna lay around and do nothing. The past couple nights have been insane. I’m sorry to say that they were all spent in Cecil County, and the majority of the time I was at Slackers. I’m not a big Slackers fan in case I didn’t already mention that. But we know several people there and that makes it interesting. I saw some peeps that I hadn’t seen in 4-EVER, I’m not sure that’s a good thing though. But then I saw some others from the past that just bring back the best memories. Last night was a Hawaiian Lu-au at Chesapeake Inn…Good times were had, a bunch of my friends are having serious hang over issues today, this I am sure of. Overall it was a typical end to a typical week.
Today I will be visiting my grandmother’s grave. It will be three years tomorrow that we lost her, and I think it is appropriate that Bob, my cousins & I all go down and spend some time. I’m actually not really looking forward to it. It has always been the hardest thing I’ve ever had t to deal with, because I was so close to her. Hands down that was the worst year of my life. Everything changed that summer and nothing was ever the same again. I am so thankful that I got the opportunity to spend 20 years with her, 20 years that I will always remember. And it all came down to one day I will never forget. Tomorrow will be one of those days. I have to work, and then I will probably come home and crash.
Well I guess that’s about it from here. Have a wonderful week everyone.

Current mood: sad.

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17th August, 2003. 1:32 pm. Noon O'Clock

Well I've had an interesting couple of days. I guess I should go in order, seeing as that would just make sense.
~Thursday I had off work, Kimberly & I got brave and got tattoos...Hurt like a bitch. But overall I am very excited about how it turned out, and how its healing. Unfortunately for Ian, its on my shoulder so its easy to show and see. I can tell you right now I will NOT be getting any more. Everyone says they are addicting, but I'm not quite understanding how anyone can crave that much pain. Thank god its over, and I'm well on my way to recovery. Thursday night, Mel & I had our infamous "Movie Night" where we began watching the Silence of the Lambs Trilogy. Having never seen any of the movies before, Melissa was a little frightened. Good times were had. Got home at 1:45 am.
~Friday evening was supposed to be a Chesapeake Inn night, but Kimmy wanted to go to Slackers because a friend of hers was there. So what began as a night out with the girls, ended up with Julie & Lori at Chesapeake Inn and Kim & I at Slackers. Not the plan ofcourse, but we made the best of it. Let's see I saw a ton of people that I hadn't seen in forever. Some I was glad to see, others not so much. I'm not a big fan of Slackers...its just one of those shitty places that everyone thinks is great, but it really sucks ass. Got home at 2:30 am.
~Saturday was by far the most interesting evening of the weekend. We went to Kobe's in White Marsh for Chevon's B-day. First of all, that place is insane. Not only do they start a huge fire about 4 feet away from you, but they have the audacity to tell you that gratuity is not included in the bill when you try to pay. First and Last trip to Kobe...it was just terrible. We proceeded to parade around the Avenue for another half hour. Only to witness what appeared to be a three ring circus of crazy people. Scary Stuff. Afterwards Mel & I went home and watched Hannibal, which is probably the most disturbing of the three. But she did very well, much better then Matt that is...who was just having a fit about everything. The funny part is that he must have said "I can't watch this" about 15 times, yet he never left the room. Got home at 3:15 am.
Are we sensing a late night pattern here. Yes I was seriously lacking in the sleep department. Therefore I slept in till Noon O'Clock today. It was wonderful. Now I'm off to put a head unit in Mel's car. Fun, Fun! Then off to Tulleys this evening for a memorable evening I'm sure. One of the last we will all have together, I'm actually kinda looking forward to it. Till we meet again...

Current mood: drained.

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